{"id":327,"date":"2023-03-31T00:06:29","date_gmt":"2023-03-30T23:06:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thingsistillremember.wordpress.com\/?p=327"},"modified":"2023-08-26T22:07:57","modified_gmt":"2023-08-26T20:07:57","slug":"recurrent-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/index.php\/2023\/03\/31\/recurrent-dreams\/","title":{"rendered":"Recurrent dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"604\" height=\"604\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_dark_city_street_18fb2942-73f9-4d52-b901-a0c960bef80a.png?resize=604%2C604&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-593\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_dark_city_street_18fb2942-73f9-4d52-b901-a0c960bef80a.png?w=604&amp;ssl=1 604w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_dark_city_street_18fb2942-73f9-4d52-b901-a0c960bef80a.png?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_dark_city_street_18fb2942-73f9-4d52-b901-a0c960bef80a.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I have recurring dreams. One is being lost in Leeds. I ask people for directions to the station which depending where I am is so big you can see it on the skyline. Sometimes I\u2019m very near and sometimes I\u2019m in the depths of Leeds walking strange dark streets. Even as I write this I can feel the emotion of the dream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Another constant is this safe little space. Well bedsit. But it\u2019s only accessed through various levels of climbing stairs in a hotel and then sliding through a space in a cupboard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The massive constant is a useless mobile phone. I can never make it work. I\u2019m trying to contact people for help or ring a taxi and it\u2019s like a child\u2019s pretend play thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Last night I had one about my sis. We were in a pub somewhere that we didn\u2019t know. She came and sat beside me and gave me a hug and I went to the bar and bought us two pints. We sat and talked and laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It breaks my fucking heart .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have recurring dreams. One is being lost in Leeds. I ask people for directions to the station which depending where I am is so big you can see it on the skyline. Sometimes I\u2019m very near and sometimes I\u2019m in the depths of Leeds walking strange dark streets. 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