{"id":343,"date":"2023-04-13T23:45:42","date_gmt":"2023-04-13T22:45:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thingsistillremember.wordpress.com\/?p=343"},"modified":"2023-08-26T21:58:31","modified_gmt":"2023-08-26T19:58:31","slug":"that-dream-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/index.php\/2023\/04\/13\/that-dream-again\/","title":{"rendered":"That dream again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"604\" height=\"604\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_bad_dream_about_a_suitcase_878bea8a-e3c8-4f2d-9472-ab24cc895888.png?resize=604%2C604&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-584\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_bad_dream_about_a_suitcase_878bea8a-e3c8-4f2d-9472-ab24cc895888.png?w=604&amp;ssl=1 604w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_bad_dream_about_a_suitcase_878bea8a-e3c8-4f2d-9472-ab24cc895888.png?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/thethingsiremember.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/wickedlola_a_bad_dream_about_a_suitcase_878bea8a-e3c8-4f2d-9472-ab24cc895888.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>That dream again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m always going \u2018home\u2019 or \u2018back\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In any case I\u2019m leaving where I am now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There is so much to pack<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To fit into a small case or supermarket bag<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Too heavy to carry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s taking too long whilst I go through wardrobes and drawers<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Making sure I don\u2019t forget anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the panic is building<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Everything is too slow and uphill<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I pull myself along the path<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Grabbing branches and clumps of grass to drag myself along.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It needs to fuck off now<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s making me ill.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>That dream again. I\u2019m always going \u2018home\u2019 or \u2018back\u2019 In any case I\u2019m leaving where I am now. There is so much to pack To fit into a small case or supermarket bag Too heavy to carry. 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